i am just a little man

ABOUT !!

hihihi!!!! my name is amaryllis, but most people just call me "amie"! i am taken by my lovely boyfriend, james!! i try to be a very kind && caring person, && i always do my best to help those around me! english is not my first language, so bear with me!!

i have an abundance of interests that i love talking about: flowers / flower language, psychology, music, heaven official's blessing, mystic messenger, genshin impact, && many other video games!! don't hesitate to ask if i'm interested in certain things, i'll definitely let you know && be happy to get into it if i'm not already familiar with it!!

i have trauma && illnesses that affect the way my relationships && the way i handle them. i can be a bit shy when meeting new people... however!! please don't hesitate to reach out to me at anytime!!! i love making friends!! && i love listening.

now, the daffodil stands in the dark.

ME IN MEDIA !!

i am the head of the rfa, jihyun kim!! i am from the source, mystic messenger! please do not interact if you think you are me. it makes me very, very uncomfortable. (；´∀｀)
please interact if i am a comfort character of yours!! but if you have a romantic cc towards me, i'd rather you refrain from requesting. i already know my wonderful husband, jumin han!! love of my life!! if you think you're him, please block me. ;;

my other portrayals are: xie lian, aether, && kim dokja. same rules apply!!

now, the daffodil stands in the dark.

KIN LIST !!

i kin mostly for coping reasons!! i'll sometimes talk about my kins in first person! italicized means i'd rather doubles to not interact!!

❥ selfhoods / ids :: lily evans, guizhong, eiji okumura, doyoon kim, azura, && fluttershy!!

❥ high kins :: makoto naegi, yuuri katsuki, jean, ganyu, sucrose, ayaka, olivia, makoto edamura, chiaki nanami, and chihiro fujisaki, && rei ayanami!!

❥ medium kins :: barbara, kazuha, flayn, sakura, mercedes, haru, cheng xiaoshi, haru, persephone, haruhi fujioka, daisy buchanan, kyoko kirigiri, elizabeth bennet, eriana 3 && hinata hyuga!!

❥ low kins :: beth harmon, ningguang, kokomi, shin-ae yoo, luculia marlborough, noe archiviste, && jeanne!!

... && lots more are unlisted!!

now, the daffodil stands in the dark.

BEFORE YOU FOLLOW !!

please do not interact if:

-you fall under basic dni criteria.
-if you are below 14 or above 22.
-if you participate in callouts or cancel culture.
-if you are/kin rika kim, jun wu, kaeya, or childe (current mutuals exempt).
-if you promote or consume incestuous, pedophilic, or abusive relationships.
-you have a problem with my boyfriend. (if he doesn't trust you, i probably won't either ;;)

other important info:

i am incredibly shy, so i might not even request you back. please, please don't take it personally!!

if you need invals or trigger warnings, please let me know! i always want to make sure you're comfortable.

i do not publicly vent often, but i do sometimes. also, expect some inactivity, since i'm usually talking to my boyfriend on discord.

also!!! i post lots about my boyfriend. so if thats something that makes you uncomfortable, i advise you not to request.

thank you so much! i hope we can become friends!! (≧∇≦)/

now, the daffodil stands in the dark.

LOVE !!

james is my lovely boyfriend!! (｡>ㅅ<｡)♡*｡ he means the absolute world to me && he makes me sososo happy!! he makes me feel so safe && loved. every passing moment by his side is truly euphoric!! he continues to make me proud every single day && there is nothing i brag about more than being by his side!! he has done so much for me- && now not only am i truly myself, without any fear, but i am also truly his.
૮꒰⍝/ / / ⍝ ꒱ა && i will continue to be for a very long time !! eternity, i hope && pray. being with him is a breath of fresh air. i am no longer gasping for what i crave- he is all i could ever want !!
૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა i love him, sosososo much !! anywhoodles this is getting very long && flustering... (´∩///∩｀) just know i love my boyfriend more than anything, or anyone else && he means so much to me !!

james is my jumin han, hua cheng, diluc ragnvindr, kousuke hirahara, byakuya togami, lee kangwoo, severus snape, kyoya ootori, ash lynx, jay gatsby, benny watts, fitzwilliam darcy, hades, zhongli, yoo jonghyuk, && more !!